Missing

I think i missed alot of things.

No school, feel weird. Haha.

Dun think there is a chance to see the whole class as one ever again.

But i hope all our friendship really still remains .

If 50 years down the road, when i don't remember anymore, the memories that lingers with me would still be there i hope.

The Guys : Gavin, Jia yong, Weeting, Desmond, Ivan , and me.
The Girls : Azny, Shellen, Hartaz , Carine, Clarice, Nina , Hsueh Ching, Nity , Winoa , Alicia

Keep in touch ya.... Miss ya all.

People, i've cooled down, dun worry..

Drive Drive and i Drive again. Hope i am fast enough.

Lets just say i am in a bad mood

Hi Everyone, i am in a very moody state. Pissed with alot of things.
I don't care if i am going to shock people off. i dun care anymore...
give me a post where i can let it all off. i can't keep it in me anymore...
its alot of people. so , dun worry. if you think its you, its not. All dun read my blog de i presume.

Fuck you...

y did you leave me behind? made me down for so long. I Really want to HATE you... too much pain... i can't take it anymore... Love and Hate is just a line away.

Y did you tell me the truth about yourself? then tell me about your friend? I Dun wish to talk about it anymore... DUN mention it to me anymore. I hate to noe this. it disgust me. i just can't accept such kind of things.

Y did you Fucking allow yourself to be found out? I found out about you. Fuck you lahz. Even though it has nothing against me, my impression of you change Super Super badly.. Self centered brat.

ARG.


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I have also decided to stop messaging every one first. unless its necessary.
no more crappy msgs from me. dun worry..

I feel that everyone that i am smsing or msning do not really intend to talk. They jusy dun reply or just leave you there doing nothing. (Just a few Exceptions, you should noe who you are.)

I Begin to hate SMSing... People just dun wish to reply. even if they noe that i am still chatting with them.

Or maybe i just hate waiting so long.

For people who are reading this. Please. If you want to chat, then give time off to chat. I dun wish to wait so long just to rcv a msg. If you cannot chat. Please. just tell me that you cannot chat atm. or dun wish to chat. A reply is better then givin none.

People these days. They end a convo by sayin nothing. they just stop... Fuck the people who do that. dun they noe that the poor guy is waiting there for 1 whole hour just for that fucking reply. which nvr happened? Fuck.

Anyway. I am not going to msg anyone first anymore...

Driving

Starting to learn to drive. Hope to pass ASAP
I noe i can do it. Saw Quite a few friends over there.
So Qiao. A friend of mine is my friend's cousin. haha...
Quiet again... haiz...

edited this again. haiz...

sianz... tired..... haiz...

Army letter come le....

About the blogskin

Paiseh to everyone. This current New blog is not the best i have. But this is because i am trying out scripts. therefore, a temp bogskin. Check this out.. click on the black and white at the logo area. Got my concept out. but then, still didn't manage to use map1 work yet. still working on it.

I wanted to change my blogskin that day, but in the end, i could't get what i want up, so i gave up.

i shall try again some day.

NOw woking as a interactive designer (10 days contract) All thanx to xue jun. Thank you! hahaha.

This would make my hols just packed enough. 10 days, and after that, 1 week rest, then driving lessons starts

Very Cool, i kinda like it there. just that there very little aid given to do the whole project. But i am still coping.

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Felt empty today.
maybe i TTM, haha
My Hp super quiet today, until the ard 11pm night time at least (Yong lin sent me something that made me laugh. Why want to chop me? haha).
But then after that its all silent yet again. The many people who always message me suddenly stopped msging me all together. LOL. is it some "ying1 mou2" ? Hahaha.. But the thing is, they all dunno each other . haha..
NVm... i think i just TTM only. hahaha... dun mind me.


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Had a chat with Benny .
Leaders and Members
Define leaders?

1. One that leads or guides.
2. One who is in charge or in command of others.
3. One who heads a political party or organization.
4. One who has influence or power, especially of a political nature.

So, any of this would have been defined as a leader.
The leader that i would wish to be would be "definition 1" . However, in our POV, you had been telling me to be a leader in definitation 1, 2 and 3 . I do not want to be in the definition 2 and 3 as yet. Cause i noe that i couldn't commit as yet. You said that time is under control of man(context wise), and piorities must be set right. I agree. But then you need to understand that being a leader isn't my piority, but whats more important is the growth of the people whom i noe, and happiness of everyone. i believe that this can be achieve without me being a leader. Human revolution, if you change yourself, you would eventually change your environment with you . I've check, its practice study and faith, and not practicing for oneself and others that is the piority. Cause practice for oneself and others is under practice, study and faith le. Aiya, lets no get back to this topic again, cause its just our different view points. Hahaha.

Facing problems in every aspect of your life.
Every problem would have solutions. Find the solution somehow. be more proactive and understand the situation. Why is there no way to start? its just your mindset. See the big picture. get the clearer idea.



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OMG, i can't believe i am missing school

something stupid to me.

i said something stupid to someone yesterday night.
if you are thinking its her.. no, its not.
its someone else.

Haha.. i made thats someone else blur.
gomenasai. hee..

anyway i have sorted it out and told that someone else this morning le.
Dun tell anybody about it if you are the someone else. hahaha... you noe who you are rite?
i hope what i have sorted out is what i really feel ba.. thats what i had analysed after the whole night. :p