A word came to my mind suddenly...
"childish"

truth?

Whats the difference between truth and deception?
I say there is no difference..
As long as the message intended is miscommunicated,
who cares?
it'll all become wrong in that person's head...
I say... i don't want to talk to any girls about how i feel anymore
not in this year. not in Poly..
i still cannot communicate them well enough...

Lost

I lost 2 things... One of my best friend...and myself...
So what more can i say?

I'll put an end to all things here..
I am not sure that i am the vernon from year 1
I am no longer that guy. so dun look for that in me anymore

I am trying to change for the better.. but then... maybe i have taken the wrong advice and changed in a wrong way...

well... a dead end in the road will only mean that we have to turn back. to the place of the crossroad.

It will take time to walk...
so... Give me time..
TIME...
ALOT ALOT of time...

for the person concerned. if you are reading this.
sorry... if you really feel this way. then i also like that ... nothing to say...
But i hope the friendship can be retained....
take care..

Sometimes

Haiz... Sometimes..
it would be better if i have not even fell in love with you at the first place.
i hope, we would 1 day see each other without fear of anything.
Since i cannot say it there. i shall say it here...

I still miss you...
Take care

Haiz

First day of Training, and i overslept...
in the end i didn't go...
Nvm ba.. i shall no care about it...

saw her online again...
OMG, and i ask her got miss me anot...
what was i doing?
stupid me..

could have kept the convo longer.. haiz.. never mind ba..
there is still next time de...

i Hope...


AM, sianz... no progress..
waht i did was just the SW, haven do the OT..
sianz...

Thoughts

Well...
i hope... we could start all over again...
in my life.. my future...
my friends...
my love....

so.. my blog....
i try to keep it as that..
maybe it will bore people.. i dunno...
i am not gifted for writing.
nor am i gifted for anything else.
the only thing that i have now...
is my family, my faith, my friends...
and maybe.. a little of you..