Am i just...

someone who board the bus halfway there and alights half way back?

what am i?

YMD/YWD Formation day

I am a stage crew.
felt that its not easy... or maybe i should say, its tiring. i see the stage manager managing the show, quite professional. many minor details were not missed out as we had went through in thought and in sequence. we also went through a few rehearsals. quite interesting due to the fact that even till the last minute, many things were still being changed. It takes alot to be a good host. one that doesn't need a script but still bring out the gist of the what the show is trying to say. The host also need a good response rate and quick thinking. If not there would be many many sticky situations to deal with.

We had a celebrity as host. It was quite interesting and learning experience to see him host and respond to the many many changes that occur behind the scene. Last minute insertion , Overrun in time. change of schedule, performer's stage fright, missing items, wrong camera focusing. lighting problem, sound problem, mic problem, all sorts of problem.

Nice day today!

I have things in my mind... that i cannot tell people about...
I have things in my mind... that i cannot say...

It have to remain in my heart until I sort out myself.

In search of ... something i saw somewhere...

nothing to say

Give me 30 Days....

Woah... I am still not working....
30 more days... just 30... why?? cause i need to confirm something...

on what is it that i need to do...
that what is it that i need to find in myself..

Am embarking on something that is not easy.
But i just have this feeling that I might be able to make it...
If i did.... I'll be so damn happy...
Really very happy.. Secret... i hope i won't fail this..

cause my family is looking at me on this...

I know i can do it... needs alot of studies... and attention too.. until i get used to it...
Sleeping late every night... tiring sia...

But the one staying up late with me is my father...
I admired this fact that he is working so hard and still stay up late with me...

I need to learn...

My mom wants me to make it big the first shot.. But how big is big?
Attention on this everyday? I am sure i'll become "Zai nan" soon if this carries on. hahaha
But i see this as not just work.. but a personal goal to make it big.
Well, also to proove my relatives wrong..

Just have to be carefull... and extra careful..

Today is Kailing jie's birthday! HAPPY Birthday!!! hee...