Saturday, March 18, 2006

About the blogskin

Paiseh to everyone. This current New blog is not the best i have. But this is because i am trying out scripts. therefore, a temp bogskin. Check this out.. click on the black and white at the logo area. Got my concept out. but then, still didn't manage to use map1 work yet. still working on it.
I wanted to change my blogskin that day, but in the end, i could't get what i want up, so i gave up.

i shall try again some day.

NOw woking as a interactive designer (10 days contract) All thanx to xue jun. Thank you! hahaha.

This would make my hols just packed enough. 10 days, and after that, 1 week rest, then driving lessons starts

Very Cool, i kinda like it there. just that there very little aid given to do the whole project. But i am still coping.

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Felt empty today.
maybe i TTM, haha
My Hp super quiet today, until the ard 11pm night time at least (Yong lin sent me something that made me laugh. Why want to chop me? haha).
But then after that its all silent yet again. The many people who always message me suddenly stopped msging me all together. LOL. is it some "ying1 mou2" ? Hahaha.. But the thing is, they all dunno each other . haha..
NVm... i think i just TTM only. hahaha... dun mind me.


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Had a chat with Benny .
Leaders and Members
Define leaders?
  1. One that leads or guides.
  2. One who is in charge or in command of others.
  3. One who heads a political party or organization.
  4. One who has influence or power, especially of a political nature.

So, any of this would have been defined as a leader.
The leader that i would wish to be would be "definition 1" . However, in our POV, you had been telling me to be a leader in definitation 1, 2 and 3 . I do not want to be in the definition 2 and 3 as yet. Cause i noe that i couldn't commit as yet. You said that time is under control of man(context wise), and piorities must be set right. I agree. But then you need to understand that being a leader isn't my piority, but whats more important is the growth of the people whom i noe, and happiness of everyone. i believe that this can be achieve without me being a leader. Human revolution, if you change yourself, you would eventually change your environment with you . I've check, its practice study and faith, and not practicing for oneself and others that is the piority. Cause practice for oneself and others is under practice, study and faith le. Aiya, lets no get back to this topic again, cause its just our different view points. Hahaha.

Facing problems in every aspect of your life.
Every problem would have solutions. Find the solution somehow. be more proactive and understand the situation. Why is there no way to start? its just your mindset. See the big picture. get the clearer idea.



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OMG, i can't believe i am missing school

Sunday, March 05, 2006

something stupid to me.

i said something stupid to someone yesterday night.
if you are thinking its her.. no, its not.
its someone else.

Haha.. i made thats someone else blur.
gomenasai. hee..

anyway i have sorted it out and told that someone else this morning le.
Dun tell anybody about it if you are the someone else. hahaha... you noe who you are rite?
i hope what i have sorted out is what i really feel ba.. thats what i had analysed after the whole night. :p