痴心绝对

想用一杯Latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的
那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退
我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天
你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

Time pass fast... soon.. i'll be in the army...
A new life perhaps..
But i won't forget my old.
Will change some of my ways i guess..
no longer the lazy bum who keeps on waiting.

Well.. to the person i met up today. Heres what i want to say to you.
Thanx for today .
i thank you for the days we have spent Smsng each other. Hee
Coping with stress.
There is a lvl on how much a person can cope with it.
If you can't take it. it won't be harmful for you to try find some help.
if the person dun help, find another. I am sure there is someone there.

Working hard requires some planing too.
Dun get over burden by things that you feel has taken too much of your time
Even though it is hard, its still your future.
Dun be guilty if you want to give up halfway.
cause once you stable down, u can still pick up from where you left off.

How i wish that the day is longer . we could have chatted more.

Lolz.. Hope that you won't forget me once i go into army ar..
Friends forever.

心情- 心琴

好 久没见，
想 不到，
再 次见到你，
听 到你的声音时，
你 以经忘记了我。

听 到了对我的声音，
你 却一点感觉都没有。
对 于当时的伤痛，
我 已经麻目了。
说 了很多次，
声 音都变沙哑了。
我 现在只能对你说：
爱 一个比我爱你的人吧。
你 会过的比我好。

My mom is having a CoLD war with me...
I dunno why she wants to start it. But its like that now.
So what did i do?
i happen to Be out late... and the nxt day..
No talk.. till now, she is still ignoring me.
i dun care already...

我发现， 自己是多么的没用
一个月后就当兵了。
十九年了，我做过了什么？
没什么能值得让爸爸妈妈骄傲的。

爱情也如此
喜欢和爱截然不同
可能是我想太多了
变得自己像个笨蛋

笨蛋。。。

Check this out! hee.. Cool!

Y do i restart to play maple?
Y do i keep asking people out to be rejected?
Y do people ask me out i reject?
Y do i go out le then very sian want come home?
Y do i stay at home so sian want go out?
Y do i wake up at 12 pm and slp at 2 am?
Y do i need to feel empty and sian when i should do something else?
Y do i do something else when i feel so sian?


SIAN

Tagged by Catherine

4 Jobs I've had
:Robinson- Part timer (Thanx Jiayi for this )
:Ambush Pasta Bar- Server (Thanx Jiayong for this )
:IPRS - communications Executive (Thanx the school for this)
:Apical -Interactive Designer (Thanx XueJun for this )

4 Movies i can watch over and over
: Howl's Moving castle
: My Sassy Girl
: Using the Rain to say I love you
: -

4 places i've Lived
: AMK

4 TV Shows I love
: -

4 Places i've vacationed
:Cruise ( Aquariss, Leo , Virgo x 4 )
:Malaysia (J. Highlands)
:Sentosa Counted?
:Friends house Counted?

4 of my favourite dishes
:Hainanese Chicken Rice
:Tempura Bento Set
:Lobster Soup
:My Grandma's "hea bi hiam"

4 Sites I visit Daily
:Hotmail
:The Few Blogs
:Hiddenstreet.net
:Utopia ( Lastime )

4 Places I'd rather be right now
:With my Friend
:Singapore
:Esplanade Slacking
:Japan

4 People I'm Tagging
:Kailing
:Shiya
:Yonglin
:Gavin

The Definition of a fool is a person who makes the same mistake twice. It's importnt to use mistakes as a lesson for future success. Failing to do so is foolhardy.

Josei Toda