Congrats to all winners

well, thats all i want to say.
congrats to all winners.

clarice u did great as usual . haha

a small test

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx


Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

buddhist teachings : for 23th oct

Life is eternal. if you devote yourself single-mindedly to propagating the buddhist teachings, your days will bear golden fruit that will adorn your life throughout eternity. Nichiren Daishonin highly praises the children of the buddha who pray and fight for the realisation of kosen-rufu, offeing his protection. When you feel confident about this fact, you will be filled with immeasurable courage, hope and wisdom. you will be able to live cheerfully no matter what happends.

a piggy asked a panda to write something.

then the panda started to think to himself:

hmm what should i write?

ah... i noe.. i shall write something..



something.. hmmm...



what thing???




what do you like to see here?


let me find some quotes to put here

lost...

i am lost.... alot of things in my mind, but alot of things that can't be said at the moment...

lots of things to do also.. haiz...
so dead.

in mist of getting my own thinking straight

had fun at the chalet...
can't believe i saw YY on the way to the chalet..
mixed feelings..

anyway. i am happy, tired and slpy.

Nga will be teaching our class PP
and Kwa, NCT

haha. yay!

I've Stopped Maple. for the moment.. not playing it till i get bored again.
dun hv the mood to play it ATM.

Giving myself time..

i think and i think...
then i went to play game...
but i still continue to think...
give myself more time to think
i am still thinking....

so long nvr blog.. cause got some error in the com.
i change a new com le, so its all good now...

some times it sucks..
i dunno what i am talking about.. shit...
i'll write nxt time ba.. haha...

CDA games will suck

Games....
ahaha.. so dead....

ms nga was piss with the class today.. haha...
and stupidly, i set at almost impossible shedule for today..

lesson ends at 5pm, i my work starts at 5pm.
WTf. haha... haiz..
luckily, i got to go off earlier. haha

2 types of people

1 :people who prefer to love other people
2 :people who prefer to be love by other people

Thats what i feel...
i figured that i am more of the first type then the second type. haha
but it's always the first type that brings you the pain..
its also always that first type that brings you the joy...
haha.. forms a contridiction isn't it?

The second type? i don't know...
i've seen people who falls into this catergory also..
haha...
dunno about their view points about this.


being this first type of people i am, i tend not to fall in love easily..
but when i do, it'll always be a serious thing.
had tried to be non-serious..
but failed totally.. haha...

liking and loving....
whats the differenece?
i think i can like a few people at the same time..
but not love them all together..
love and like, its a different thing.

Time makes missing hearts cry

hmm.. decided that i shall save up to buy myself a very very good computer system... hahaha...

It is always at the night time...
think too much...

i am hungry..
piss rajan off today i guess...

CIBM... feel sad... not a good job done..
maybe next time we should start on the pjt earlier...
haiz...

too many things at hand...

staying at home, thinking alot.. playing games, and slacking.. haiz..
waht can i do??
i am going to screw myself over icmt.. haha..

CRm.. i feel screwed.. haha...
anyway.. feeling stupid also.. and weird..
still trying to get over her? or have i gotten over?
or am i jsut trying to, but could not?

i dunno.. haha...
any, i am going to change my blogskin soon.. i hope.. if time permits..

i give up...
i dun want..
i dun want to...

this feeling is killing me off...
ARGG!!!!!
i hate it...



YCF
5/8 3 more to go... CHIONG!!!!

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Every Moment spent with you.. .is a moment that i treasure...
i hope that.... hiaz.. nvm.. Lolz...

looking back...how long have i not seen her???
hmm... about 7 months le....
hiaz... hope to see her one day soon...

CDA seems screwed...
Lolz...we'll see.

esplanade... y are you such a trouble?
Stress...

2 of 8

2 shows down.. 6 more to go..

haiz...
so many things to do.. stress over the Esplande.... CDA is so difficult...

i feel..... Lonely......

hmm... SATA is done ... for now...
this part done...

so... whats left is CDA, CIBM, BPNV,The Video for livewire, CRM, and ICM

Hiaz.. so much things to do.. will be trying to clear CDA tomorro..
have an idea of how i am gonna do it already..
so should be fast. hee...

YCF coming so soon.. lets hope it is sucessful.
and no one gets injured or anything.

Sat i am booked from 8 am to 12 am, so do not look for me that day, cause i won't be availabe except for the breaks.

gonna be watching Initial D tomorrow.
lets hope that it is nice.

i feel stresss....

i miss her... again...
haiz..
gotta get over her soon...
i am still trying...
but dun think it is possible..
There would always be this feeling in me ba..
haiz...


BVNP canceled

i feel sad now...
i noe why, but i am not gonna say...
people who noes me should noe why i feel this way ba.
very ming xian rite???
hahaha..

ok, nvm...
i jsut feel sad now....
knowing too much isn't good...
haiz....
hope i can get over it soon.

Ytd had a very funnie talk with sarah.
hahaha.. the conversation ver funny.
thats all i'll say.. hahaa..

For CDA, i decided to kill myslf with...
the interactive games... HAhAHA..
WTF...

i hope i can do it in time and on time.

Stress

Lotsa things o do, so tired..
but then dunno why i stil lhave time to play maple..
WTF.. ahaaa

CDA is such a headache

hmm.. sian sian..
jsut came back from traininngs..
haha...
tired..
CDA.. Screwed.
but it's over le..
so cool

happy bdae catherine

happy bdae catherine.

Connect.. really connect...
haha...

food not that nice..
lemo food also like that.
haha.. maybe it is just me..
Lolz...

think that will be the last time i will be eating food from Lemo liao..
haha... so thats it.....

Always explain your situation b4 doing anything...
haiz....

screwed....

going out with the old group later.
hope it'll be fun!

hmm.. change blog skin...
feel weird.. cause it look so girl girl..
hahaa.. but.. i will make changes to it soon .
hahaa

CDA ppt.. i think i screwed up...
Lolz..
haiz...

nvm.. there is always nxt time.

dunno y.. this few days..
i think of her again...
she is like.. back in my mind again...

even though i said so many times
i just couldn't let go...
...

stupid cough...
haiz...

she came back from famine camp in Ngee Ann...
haiz...
if i had known...
i would have gone over there to catch a glimse of her..
even for a short while...

haiz...
i just want to see her again...



haiz...


while looking at the mirror today,
i felt i look like a girl when my hair is not gel up..
hhaha...

so gay...
my father say it is very Jap..
then i gg liao..

ahhaha..

sad...

thinking back

thinking back..
what happen ytd could had happened to us...
lucky... and unlucky...

if we had not wait for xuejun,
we would have been the one in the accident....
at most 1 to 2 minutes away from the accident...

darn the driver...
lets pray that the 2 girls are all right..
hope nothing worse will happen....

DMC people seems to be KPO sia.. haha...
but it is all for a good cause...
so, thats something to be happy with...

You are a
protector.
Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile

happy happy

happy happy..
ahhaa..
we won the family week thingy.
hahaha..
1k to be shared among Shellen, Azny, Desmond and Me..
hee.. happy happy...

getting it over,
soon....

hiaz.. dunno y so early wake up.. haha
FOP...

FOC rox!
so, FOP is a FLop..
Lolz.. Oppz...

can lahz..
at least they made de effort..

this will be the last time
i say this to you...
letting go maybe hard..
but, we still have to do it...
forget me, be happy...

i love you....

Happy Birthday Jia yong

haiz... still confuse...
nthing said....

i think i shall make my decision today ba...
tml then i shall say what i am thinking ba...

i dunno what got into me..
hahaha....
i miss her.. and i am saying it out loud NOW

I MISS Her!!!!

haiz... but it is just all on my part nia..
i siao liao...

maybe she is now thinking of somebody else liao..
haha.. or maybe she forget who i am already...
but heck... i am just gonna miss her till i stop thinking of her...

i dunno what is it i am feeling... ,maybe i am sad ba...
last time we still can email each other with "care" de lohz..

but now.. i dunno.. she seems to want to end the convo...
or maybe i am hallucinating...

if things are not meant to be, they are not meant to be...

i guess...

y like that???

haiz...

i hope... i hope........................

Longest meeting

I attended the longest ever meeting with 10 plus people.
8 whole hours, talking all about the camp..
haha.. got the peacock and the reptile. haha
then still got so many lame things also..
quite captivating. cause i didn't go OT too much.
and didn't lose concentration. hahaa

And lastly.. I started to form this habit of being late..
OMG... think DMC people all become like that liao...
haha...

Did i miss her too much?
i dreamt of her that day..
she, in the dreams, made me miss her more now..
maybe i miss her too much liao...haiz.. Nvm...

Haiz.. i dunno what am i doing lohz...
should be writing proposal... but then
seems like... i slacking like that..
hahaa...
tonite gonna be very stress liao...

New skin.. comment...
i think not very nice...
when i more free then i edit...

ey... i dunno lehz...
seems so weird...
i go ask her whether we can meet anot..
then she says dunno anything.
dunno if i meet her that time i will do anything weird
haha.. but dun care about thta va..
still got a long long time...

go school to do some games things...
so funnie..
haha.. makes me think of the pass sia..
hope FOP and camp would be fun!

opps

paiseh, nvr blog these few days. haha..
quite BZ lahz.. but then. still need some times ba..

feel tired.. haha

i just got myself a photoshop CS.

Lolz.. cool, i learnt something about photoshop today.
hee.. check out my lame section.
i just posted one art that i made from scratch.
hee... the wood, is a pic, but then i merge a few of them.
and the water.. I like it...i make de.
i figured anyone can do it..
haha... just takes alot of time. >.<

hmm.. 5 days ago, it was 4 months... since we seen each other...
dunno if she is doing well anot... haiz...
hope she is ba...

FYI, i am playing utopia,
for the starting 2 weeks, i had been wacked 18 times.. cool..
lost 300+ arces...

will grow up soon, i noe.

Now and forever.

the song.. hope u all enjoyed it. hee

EXAMS over liao! LOLZ

haha, Yi ying is having fun in aussie.
so envy ar....

AM tml, see me die.. LOlz.. not enough time to study. give up hope le.
i will wait for tml to come. hee.. then i will have fun!!

Last paper.

AM... tml last paper.. but then, feeling stress...
dunno how to study lehz.. hmm
i think i need to get rid of all the distractions b4 i can do anything today.
but first,
lets eat...

Last Day To sTudy MPP!!!
and i am still slacking.
shit man...
how to finish???
haiz.. think MPP i die le..

AM also.. haven even touch it yet...

People had this optional filter in their minds.
do u believe?
you may even not believe it yourslef.
either u cannot count, u should be able to get the correct answer.
or, u could filter off what you want to read, and what not...


here goes.. count the number of "F" in this paragraph

"Friends of mine are friends of yours.
to see all the fiends in the friendly friendship world,
you need your friends and family to filter off the fishes in the flan.
Fun fair fun ware. fun of the fun fair keep us fresh in the air. "



whats your guess?
the answer is this.

























22

Maya 5.0 unlimied....

when i tot i could.
i couldn't....

arg... MAYA 5.0 unlimited!!!!
how to crack?????

somebody save me....
dun ask me go net..
cause it is unbearable... hahhaa..
full of porn shit...
those crack sites are so infested

maybe i should go get the tagbox as azny had said... but please wait..
No time.. i am still here wasting my time.
haven study much of MPP yet..
think i should do it now...

tata..

sianz

think i just screwed law...
haha...
miss out one part of a qn...
dot lohz...
i just found out....
haha...

WC 3 frozon throne is fun..
battle net.. TD... maybe i should buy the game

i feel.... empty...
law's not going in either...

a dream

i dreamt of her ytd...
i dunno y...

her, and her friends..
some of my JC friends...

i miss all of them..

but most of all... HER...
I Miss her alot....

she was beautiful in my dreams.
and she was wearing some light colour school uniform..
maybe missing someone too much would cause this ba....
i dunno....

If you ever see this...
i would want to tell you..
that i want... i want to see you again.
be with you again..
dun ever let go and lose you...
but... i dun think you would see this....
so.. well...

hmm... 6 days to PRMP...

how should i study??

day 1 and 2
- PRMP

Day 3
-MLE

Day 4
- Break

Day 5 and 6
-PRMP

Study?? Luck??

Y am i still here???

i should be studing...
haiz...

i also dunno....

see lohz...

MAybe i'll flunk my exams....
and flunk it with flying colours...
all red....

hahaha...


i saw a rainbow today...
twice...
once while going to eat,
once while coming back from eating

its cool...
this first time it was faint,
the second one was very very clear and colourful...
a pity my HP phone couldn't get teh full colour of the shots...

y did i think of her suddenly???
haiz...
y now? of all times?
i.. think....
i still miss her....
couldn't get over her yet...

haiz....
anyway, to all people....
won't be online for this 2 weeks ba...
cause will be studing...
if see me online, can scold me liao..
hahaha..

well.... hotel trip tML...
guys, lets hope we have FUn!!!

wah... anyone seen alicia???

she is lost...

MPP
DVPA
EOF
WFM

EXAMs

Law
MPP
PRMP
AM

how to study?
hmm.. we'll see..

Vinz, nice show...
Azny, Nice Host...

hee.. Whats left is MPP and DVPA now...
can rest... hahaa

WFM- 0 %

starting at 10 14
targeted to fin at 01 00

jia you everyone!!

Checklist

Law - left printing for myself, ivan and weeting
EOF- bliblograph (anyone knows how to do?)
MPP- haven start much
WFM- DEAD.

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female You think with your heart, not your head Sweet and considerate, you are a giver But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

knowing much is not good for you....
haiz.....

i guess... different version of a story went to another person's ear...
sianz....

heck... i dun care le...

LAW

Law law law... La la la...
la law la law la....

i think i can fin law by today.
haven start yet though .. LOlz...

ok ... so i shall begin...
time now.. 9.00pm....

lets see... how long shall i take to fin?
haha...


Mei, dun feel so bad about your gping..
maybe it will turn out just fine de..

Some things i need to bear with...

ren yi shi feng ping lang jing....
tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong...

just bear with it...

ey... mei ah.....
u angry ar?
did i do anything wrong???

i dunno lehz...
just my thoughts...
maybe i think too much...

can tell me?

seems like i cannot do work in the afternoon...
nvr get things done ...
haiz... i hope this habit can be kicked soon.

i just made 71 paper cranes today...
which means.. i dontaed 7.1 kg worth of rice to charity..
hahaa...
good good.. gonna make more tml

Anyone who read this.. please help me fold paper cranes..
it is for charity de..
Songhe rice is donating 100g of rice for every 1 paper crane folded.
just pass the cranes to me .. i'll get them to the company y my ways
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Hmm... Exam stress is gonna build up on me soon...
I shall Stress myself to work liao

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i feel.. tired....

AM aftermath

Good Job Everyone...

Well... i feel.. there maybe...
maybe this chance where the class can be united again...
i noe it is hard....
but.... lets try.....

with Food....

Hmm.. there is something weird about my sis today...
Haiz.. Dunno.. NVM...

Arg... still haven start on the AM yet...
i think i am gonna try to kick the habit of just doing work in the night...
sian sian... haiz...

Bored

You are a piano. You like to express your feelings
indirectly like in lyrics, poems, and stories.
You are careful in what you do and sometimes
pull a stunt. You are calm and peaceful. But
you usually don't talk to people first they
have to talk to you.

(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?
brought to you by

so.....
my MPP.. gonna be screwed~

WAng le ta.....
i am still trying...

Hmm...
stupid of me to mix up the time...
hahaha...

Yeah... Main Com Up.. hhaaa
rox... Now so empty..

Things in my agenda that i need to do b4 the week ends next week..

1. Finish MPP,
2. start at least half of EOF,
3. Plaza sharing
4. Gym training
5. Upz dance
6. Save Money
7. Start to study MPP
8. Finish reading the Advance theory book thingy
9. Sort My Shelf and study area...
10. Get my DVPA Script Up

Build Up the speed...
People... get ready...
I'll jia you!!!! hahhaa...


Hmmm... saw her bro today at training.
I feel weird lohz..
even though i am trainer, i feel really weird.
hahaa.. YCF, i also not counted as trainers ba, but as Core Gp de..
Gym core... Fun ar....

Happy Birthday to Jas.
Hope you had fun ar.
the steamboat.. hahaa...
cake very nice... hee...

The 3 person i met is alvin, boon, and lawrence rite?
correct me if i am wrong. haha

haiz.... 2 months le....
The 2 months.... without her....
60 days.... everyday i tell myself to be strong and move on without her
but everyday i seems to miss her...
i dunno

Rainy days.... makes people sad....
but for me it is the other wise..
the rain brings me peace and tranquil
it brings me away from all the stress that i have.
Futhermore, it lets me think of my doings and evaluate if i have done wrong.

haiz...
i miss having no work to do...
so stress now...

Sigh... Y so much problem???

BTW, everyone... go watch Howls moving castle.
i give it a rating of 9.5 /10
very nice!

my eyes cannot open.. arg

Sorry jia yi....
nxt time i everything also tell you k?

i dun think i can do things last minute...
So stressfull.. haiz...
Shouldn't think of her now...
think of AM more impt now...

Screwed

we are Screwed... Arg.. sux!

AM again

My 2 hour to try to rush the whole thing.. lets not drag time now...
chiong!

Tired

i am tired.... no i cannot sleep yet....

AM

objectives done.. hope it is not too off..
Gavin, bai tou ni again liao.. haha.. thanx..

whats left.. Tactics...
sianz.... 1 am still got so much left..
no need to sleep liao..
i thinking of shutting of the net so that i won't be distracted ba...
maybe i'll log off at 2am...

now, Chiong ar!!!!!

i am Busy... dun bother me can?

Shall soon be busy ...

AM...
hmmm....
lets see.... i think i can do it de ba... Jia you everyone!
ESP to Weetings gp wor! jia you!!!!

what a joke... Azny.... hahaha!!!!!!!

EOF lect

She Never fails to get our names wrong

Vinz... thank you....

A word came to my mind suddenly...
"childish"

truth?

Whats the difference between truth and deception?
I say there is no difference..
As long as the message intended is miscommunicated,
who cares?
it'll all become wrong in that person's head...
I say... i don't want to talk to any girls about how i feel anymore
not in this year. not in Poly..
i still cannot communicate them well enough...

Lost

I lost 2 things... One of my best friend...and myself...
So what more can i say?

I'll put an end to all things here..
I am not sure that i am the vernon from year 1
I am no longer that guy. so dun look for that in me anymore

I am trying to change for the better.. but then... maybe i have taken the wrong advice and changed in a wrong way...

well... a dead end in the road will only mean that we have to turn back. to the place of the crossroad.

It will take time to walk...
so... Give me time..
TIME...
ALOT ALOT of time...

for the person concerned. if you are reading this.
sorry... if you really feel this way. then i also like that ... nothing to say...
But i hope the friendship can be retained....
take care..

Sometimes

Haiz... Sometimes..
it would be better if i have not even fell in love with you at the first place.
i hope, we would 1 day see each other without fear of anything.
Since i cannot say it there. i shall say it here...

I still miss you...
Take care

Haiz

First day of Training, and i overslept...
in the end i didn't go...
Nvm ba.. i shall no care about it...

saw her online again...
OMG, and i ask her got miss me anot...
what was i doing?
stupid me..

could have kept the convo longer.. haiz.. never mind ba..
there is still next time de...

i Hope...


AM, sianz... no progress..
waht i did was just the SW, haven do the OT..
sianz...

Thoughts

Well...
i hope... we could start all over again...
in my life.. my future...
my friends...
my love....

so.. my blog....
i try to keep it as that..
maybe it will bore people.. i dunno...
i am not gifted for writing.
nor am i gifted for anything else.
the only thing that i have now...
is my family, my faith, my friends...
and maybe.. a little of you..