Give me 30 Days....

Woah... I am still not working....
30 more days... just 30... why?? cause i need to confirm something...

on what is it that i need to do...
that what is it that i need to find in myself..

Am embarking on something that is not easy.
But i just have this feeling that I might be able to make it...
If i did.... I'll be so damn happy...
Really very happy.. Secret... i hope i won't fail this..

cause my family is looking at me on this...

I know i can do it... needs alot of studies... and attention too.. until i get used to it...
Sleeping late every night... tiring sia...

But the one staying up late with me is my father...
I admired this fact that he is working so hard and still stay up late with me...

I need to learn...

My mom wants me to make it big the first shot.. But how big is big?
Attention on this everyday? I am sure i'll become "Zai nan" soon if this carries on. hahaha
But i see this as not just work.. but a personal goal to make it big.
Well, also to proove my relatives wrong..

Just have to be carefull... and extra careful..

Today is Kailing jie's birthday! HAPPY Birthday!!! hee...