about R/S

Even if this doesn't concern me at all at all at all..... i Dun like the fact that I am seeing this.... why do i still feel a pinch of jealousy and sadness when i saw the pictures??

I must prove that i am better than I am...

I want something. I want it bad... I am going to do in my best ability. I realised, hardwork is really necessary to do it. As soon as i have a few more systems up, i'll be kicking ! up and Running! Gambatte!!!!!!!!

Weird.. and thinking.

Thinking and thinking more...

And Action is needed...

Suddenly feel like Blogging now

Just thinking...
that i cannot procrastinate.
Must be finding things to do.. learning things.

and restart alot alot of things.. i believe its doable.

I have to kick my bad habits... Gotta Sleep back my correct timing again.

Swimming with my sis

She so long never swim, in the end instead of swimming, it was just wading in the water.. hahaha..

but it was a fun thing... gettig me out of my environment of stress and enjoying the day!

V day is comming... but i dun think i will b able to have a date.. hahaha..

Guess its SAD day for me ..
Single awareness day.. hahahaa

Never mind.. i will be the most eligible bachelor soon.

1st Thoughts for this new Year

I was On TeeVEEeEe .. hahaa.... but i think only my stomach.

my 30 seconds of fame. LOL .

Was talking to my fellow Chingay Trainer...

Something he said Struck me.

As a person who is practicing... When we are in the situation where other give up. Its for us to be the one to perservere on and strike out as the successful one!

Happy New Year?

Wah, Everyone sets their resolution for the new year. Celebrated.
Me, I just feel that this is just another holiday. A day where it is significant enough for people to renew their calendars . and also to set new goals and target.
So i didn't celebrate. Got a call in the middle of the night. scared me and got me worried. Hope tt my friend is ok now and dun think of that bastard anymore.

On a happier note. Its also counted as the Starting year of my goals!
Gambatte! Delayed Gratification. Aiming for that!

Delayed Gratification

Gratification. in terms of games is like getting a level 5 character and using it immediately to kill enemies. alot of times, because of the weak levels, the players get killed.

Delayed Gratification, in terms of games, is like getting a level 5 character and training with it till it becomes level 100 and kill bosses with it. Due to overpowering differences, The player normally wins..

Difference, patience... Patience Wins Battles...

Only time will tell.. My thoughts. my feelings