Army Dazed....

After living 2 weeks without any contact with tthe outside world... i am back . whahaha..

i think i still miss her.. .Fuck ... give me a life please...

haiz...

People in my bunk.

Bed 1 - a decent guy. brings food and prepared quite some food for us. responsible bunk IC
Bed 2 - looks like bed 1, but not bed 1. quite quiet at times.
Bed 3 - a bodybuilder , very funny and lame.
Bed 4 - Platoon's open target for a blanket party. A very Selfish guy
Bed 5 - little is known about him. Quiet and seldom have ideas
Bed 6 - an outgoing person, loves to watch the sea
Bed 7 - big size guy with little thinking of his own
Bed 8 - my sec sch friend, responisble but abit power hungry. needs to be cause he wants to be a pilot and he needs to be in the OCS to be able to fly the plane. Loves planes
bed 9 - a very rich guy, quite hairy. toilet IC. whahahha.
Bed 10 - the only guy who smokes in our bunk. ah beng. but quite responsible.
Bed 11 - me
Bed 12 - A guy who has no ideas of his own. but trustable.

Haitus

Till when, i am not sure... but thanx guys.. Bye.. miss you all

Well... 1 more day left...

An end in stage 1 of my life.. and now its to stage 2.
I would like to thank alot of people who had made stage 1 of my life full of memories.

To all the friends i noe, take care and remember to miss me!!!
Hahaha... ( i sound so much like jiayi )
Cause i noe i will miss you in Army!

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if you guys want to noe what i am up to this few weeks , i can just say... dating dating and more dating! hahaha.. and NDP here and there of course!!!
Dating with many different people. guys and girls included. whahaha.. (sound so gay sia.. OMG)

just sad that i didn't get to meet quite a few people that i initially wanted to.
sorry ar... to CaT, YongLin , My JC classmates. Quite alof of SPSD people. half of my UP gang. and of course my SP and DMC Course students and lecturers. NDP2004 friends.

her too...

Hinoi Team - Night of Fire Para Para Version

This is Cute lohz.. with the guy.. think he is called Korikki.

在你和天空之间

橘色的天空断了针的钟
握紧的话筒胸口的悸动
闷热的晚风冷漠的人龙
想见你就在这分钟

过剩的霓虹寂寞的骚动
思念的翻涌你侧面的脸容
不变的初衷要爆发的冲动
让世界停在这分钟
失去你有什么内容

为你心动
我的心冲到我的口
早已失重

为你心动
两人份的爱
颤动甜蜜
爱的超重

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
不管明天有多善变

晕开的霓虹模糊了的梦
思念的翻涌你指尖的触碰
不变的初衷要爆发的冲动
让世界停在这分钟
失去你有什么内容

为你心动
我的心冲到我的口
早已失重

为你心动
两人份的爱
颤动甜蜜
爱的超重

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
不管明天有多善变

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
让我们的心能完全重叠
让我们一起再冒险

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
不管明天有多善变

在你和天空之间只看见你
在梦和希望之间拥抱你
在爱和体谅之间靠近一点
让我们的心能完全重叠
让我们一起再冒险

痴心绝对

想用一杯Latte把你灌醉
好让你能多爱我一点
暗恋的滋味
你不懂这种感觉
早有人陪的你永远不会

看见你和他在我面前
证明我的爱只是愚昧
你不懂我的
那些憔悴
是你永远不曾过的体会

为你付出那种伤心你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切
你又狠狠逼退
我的防备
静静关上门来默数我的泪

明知道让你离开他的世界不可能会
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天
直到那一天
你会发现
真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱的太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你做任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决

Time pass fast... soon.. i'll be in the army...
A new life perhaps..
But i won't forget my old.
Will change some of my ways i guess..
no longer the lazy bum who keeps on waiting.

Well.. to the person i met up today. Heres what i want to say to you.
Thanx for today .
i thank you for the days we have spent Smsng each other. Hee
Coping with stress.
There is a lvl on how much a person can cope with it.
If you can't take it. it won't be harmful for you to try find some help.
if the person dun help, find another. I am sure there is someone there.

Working hard requires some planing too.
Dun get over burden by things that you feel has taken too much of your time
Even though it is hard, its still your future.
Dun be guilty if you want to give up halfway.
cause once you stable down, u can still pick up from where you left off.

How i wish that the day is longer . we could have chatted more.

Lolz.. Hope that you won't forget me once i go into army ar..
Friends forever.

心情- 心琴

好 久没见，
想 不到，
再 次见到你，
听 到你的声音时，
你 以经忘记了我。

听 到了对我的声音，
你 却一点感觉都没有。
对 于当时的伤痛，
我 已经麻目了。
说 了很多次，
声 音都变沙哑了。
我 现在只能对你说：
爱 一个比我爱你的人吧。
你 会过的比我好。

My mom is having a CoLD war with me...
I dunno why she wants to start it. But its like that now.
So what did i do?
i happen to Be out late... and the nxt day..
No talk.. till now, she is still ignoring me.
i dun care already...

我发现， 自己是多么的没用
一个月后就当兵了。
十九年了，我做过了什么？
没什么能值得让爸爸妈妈骄傲的。

爱情也如此
喜欢和爱截然不同
可能是我想太多了
变得自己像个笨蛋

笨蛋。。。